Ronan got up and moved to the bed, sitting near Johnny but leaving a decent distance between them. "I'm sorry," he said, after a moment; his eyes dropped to stare at his hands, sitting in his lap. "I was really hurt on Monday, and I let it cloud my thinking." He shrugged, looking up again. "I should have considered what you were thinking. I just... it's not easy for you, but I have to wonder how much of that is you making it more difficult for yourself."